The title says it... A few minutes ago my ex removed her post she had posted of us. I didn't think it would break me like this. I guess I had held on that if she kept it there, then there was some hope of her returning... I hurt like nothing else. I love her and always have. She stopped feeling anything at all but was feeling lonely and numb to life. I believe she suffers from depression and this caused her numbness... I've been there and understand that. When she said she thought it was best to break up so she didn't hurt me anymore I didn't fight her too much on it because I thought she just needed space. But this hurts. This feels final. I hate it, I know distance sucked but we needed to fight. I tried to give you space to love yourself. But it didn't matter did it. You told me I was everything you asked for and wanted but you got scared and pushed back against your feelings???? Why??? Life isn't a fairytale... Love is work, love is chosing to love you everyday even when it's frustrating, I love you through all of it....

You woke up at 6 am to do that... You are 3 hours behind me, across the country. You didn't do anything else on social media except pull our picture. And you couldn't give me a reason it was over.