So I recently started dating someone who I’ve known for about 6 months now, we started off as friends and then started dating. Everything’s gone good until last weekend we had a giant fight that I SURPRISINGLY didn’t start. We figured it out and talked about it that’s fine. His birthday is this weekend and we were just discussing what the plan was and who was coming. He mentioned this girl he used to rave with and I suddenly just idk. I did what I always do. Get insanely afraid this guys gonna cheat on me, leave me and do what most of my exes did and shower other girls with attention. My best friend is a guy so I’m obviously aware that opposite genders(or non binary) can be friends without it being a bad thing. I just don’t trust him yet and I’m scared because all of his girl friends are like way more pretty than I feel like I am and he is still friends with people he’s had uh relations with in the past. So it just makes me uncomfortable. Abandonment issues are fucking hell. I’m also the least rational person. So.