Dear, future wife

You don't know me yet, and I don't know you, but one day we're going to be more than best friends. How odd, right? Because right now we're total strangers, faceless and nameless and unfamiliar, but one day we'll be holding hands through ups and downs, we'll be that type of naked comfortably laid bare in bed on lazy days, I'll know what you dressed up as on Halloween when you were six years old, if roller coasters make you scream, do you crinkle your nose when you smile, the reason for odd little scar, the feeling you get when you think about space.

I am so fortunate, I'll know as I write this, because one day I will get to learn all these things that make you up for the very first time. And fall in love.

But we're not there yet.

In your life right now no one could imagine the type of fantasies you have. You want to be with a man that can use and abuse you. You’ve always hidden your true self, your like has become like a slow death. you want to let go and be the slut you've always known yourself to be.

never allowing yourself the freedom to express yourself fully, never allowed yourself to embrace your deepest darkest desires. I offer you a path to change that, your own safe space where you could let go and experience all of your fantasies.

Now that I've got you nice and easy to manage, it's time to get to work. The first step is breaking you down into your mind and body. I'm going to strip you bare, hit you and spank you. If you aren't wearing any panties, we will have a discussion about it. You'll be over my knee and chained up.

There's going to be pain but I'm not going to hurt you. I'll be carefully watching your body react, listening to your gasps, and feeling your heartbeat while working you deeper and deeper into subspace. When your body is overloaded with enough adrenaline and endorphins to be compliant and submissive I'll unchain you and put you on my bed.

Your legs will be tucked up and your hands will be tied at the very least to keep you in place. At this point, you must be aware of what is coming. I can't wait to look into your eyes, reach between your legs, and watch your expression as you realize how drenched you are. I am aware of how ashamed of yourself you will feel.

You will be thinking things like "why is my body doing this, I don't want it" and about all the nice boys that you didn't get this wet for. I doubt your poker face will be able to hide it. I even expect you to try and convince me that you really don't want to fuck. I'm just going to touch you gently and explain that your body recognizes a good mate, and that you should listen to it.

While I'm fucking you, I know you'll make an effort not to cum. However, you won't have an option. [ I can hit both your a and p spots because I'm big enough. I'll be inside you, pleading with you to relinquish control and give in to your body's desires. I can always press my Hitachi against your clitter if you still need some more motivation.

Never have I encountered a woman with whom I couldn't melt. I'm confident that your mind will continue battling even as your body betrays you and cums on my cock. You'll be reflecting on all the males who appreciated you, treated you well, and weren't able to make you cum. You might even consider a person who formerly showed you a lot of love and wonder why you never behaved this way for him. I'll be telling you in a soft voice to pay attention to your body.

You were chosen as a partner for a reason, and I've been whispering that your body wants me to breed you. I have the power to take you. I'll have the power to protect you. Until your mind entirely surrenders and unites with your body, I won't stop using your pussy and making you cum.

You want to let go, you need to let go, but you just stop your thoughts from bothering you, you overthink everything and thus often get too scared to act. Chances are this post will make you very aroused but you will read through this post again and again and again as you contemplate whether or not to send me that message. You think too much, you worry too much and that is what I offer you, a way out. A way to shut off your mind temporarily and hand over control to someone you trust, someone you want to be controlled by.

Once you feel how good it feels to just surrender your mind to me and shut it down every once in a while, you may feel yourself becoming enthralled with the idea. That is why you come here after all isn't it ? You wish to get away, to truly feel what it's like to have no control, albeit in a safe space, that is what I offer here.

A chance to shut off your thoughts while you allow me to make you relive your fantasy in absolute vivid detail.