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I am looking to learn and understand where my desires fit within the BDSM community. I am 35 F in the Washington DC area and submissive to the best of my knowledge. I’ve been married for 6 years and been with my husband for 8, and before him, I explored my sexual side more. I mostly caulked it up to the fact that’s what you do in college, but since COVID, I’ve been thinking more and more about those moments. Craving that excitement that comes with giving in. Like most college girls, I had pretty lousy sex that was primarily post bar drunk sex. I have given some wildly great head, not to brag, and have enjoyed a few massive men. I explored a weird mfm one night, and besides their awkwardness, it was one of my favorite experiences sexually. I want to try and explore that element of myself safely, respectfully, and discreetly.
Moreover, I want to be the center of attention and be told what and how to do things, but I am not big on being tied or blindfolded. Dirty names, light degrading, and rough sex are everything I like, and feeling the weight and power of a man is a huge turn on. Being picked up, lifted by my hips, and generally manhandled is all my favorite.Â
Please help me understand what I am looking for. Please be open to talking with you and helping me on this new path. Touch more about me - This is a desire I selfishly and discreetly do for myself only. My husband is amazing, and I am not looking to change my day to day, but I am looking to explore.Â
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