Do you feel pleasure from humiliating a man? Do you get a craving to make him get on his knees and beg? Is there an itch inside your mind that can only be scratched when you see him cry?

If so, then stay away. I do not care for someone who wants to use me as a chew toy for whatever pent-up aggression they have from their childhood. I couldn't care less if its explicable or warranted, I do NOT want that type of person that wants revenge on an entire bloodline just because of bad experiences with men.

Then there's the other type: The one that cares for creating a bond. Taking it slow and getting to know each other, learning about each other's hobbies and interests.

I'd love it if you had sadistic desires, but not because you want anyone to grovel, but because you want YOUR sub to be yours, to feel his pain that you're causing because you want him and only him to feel that way about you; conflicted but in love.

I'm a lot of things, but I can't begin to know where to start. I won't share a lot about my personal life, just a tad to get you interested though:

• I'm an ambivert
• I love partying as much as I love gaming
• I'm very charming and not at all hard to look at
• I love having friendships, regardless of views on life
• The mind is the most important part of a person
• I'm quite sensitive, even though I like to pretend I'm not
• It takes a while for me to open up, because I'm not a lantern

I want us to be friends first, and I want us to eventually meet up. It doesn't have to be kinky, it can be just 2 friends hanging out who meet once every while. I want to stay up until the sunrise just talking about the most random questions you can possibly think off, I want to argue on while the stupidest things are or aren't worth it. I want to question everything and everyone about existence, except for our bond; that one will be sacred.

I'm a good talker, and I will work anything into anywhere, but I am not willing to carry a conversation if I feel you disinterested or half-assing your replies. I have high standards for people, and I expect them to hold me to such as well. I'm very cocky, but I can be humbled very easily, as I constantly doubt myself. I love doing things that I hate, and I feel guilty doing things that I love; let me feel guilty talking to you.

My story is long. My chapters run long after the ink finishes. That's part of it. What about you? Are you a broken soul that healed? Are you looking for a lost wing to help you fly? A ladder to climb up to the moon? Tell me your story, and I'll tell you mine; maybe we'll write a few books together.

Best, J