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Hard Limits : Clamps, Degradation along the lines of calling me "stupid" or "ugly", Anything to do with anyone's feet, ever, Bodily fluids (scat, and maybe spit), Needles, Master/Slave dynamic, TPE, Extreme pain and aggression, Free use, Bondage (public, under clothing), Immobilisation, Face slapping, Anal plug (public, under clothes), Anal beads, Group Sex/Threesomes,Clothespins,Shaving (body hair),Sleep deprivation, Washroom restrictions, Forced nudity (ANY KIND), Watersports/golden showers, Cages, Denied Privacy, Control of appearance (Body hair, makeup, hair),Submission to others, Hypnosis,Exercise (forced), Infantilism (No way in hell) - this is all for now

I don’t want this relationship to be completely sexual I have a lot of trauma surrounding sex and somethings set my ptsd off I’m still learning my triggers

Soft Limits : Intense CNC, Anal, Anal plugs (large),Blindfolds, Gags, Knife Play, Heavy Bondage, Biting (Giving), Wax Play, Ice Play, Speech Rules(not allowing me to speak for x amount of time), Exhibitionism (friends) - this is all for now

Kinks I'm okay with : Spanking, light degrading, choking, CNC, blood and knife play, pet play, taboo role-play, and primal play

✨ About me(sfw)✨

Role - Submissive Little

Likes - Writing (I have 2 pen pals, one is from FL and the other in CA), Reading (true crime, fiction,bio, ya fic, and nonfiction), Art (painting & drawing), Languages (Russian, Arabic, German)(I don’t speak any of those I just find them fascinating), Alt Subculture(Goth,Emo,Nu Metal), Tattoos/Piercings, True crime in general, Wicca/Paganism, Psychology, Psychological horror, Swimming, Makeup, SFX makeup,Photography, Cathedrals with stained glass, Road trips, Late night convos, Movies, Coffee/Monster, Weed, & Satanism

True crime cases/things that I find interesting (I DO NOT CONDONE ANY OF THESE PEOPLES ACTIONS OR IDEOLOGIES) - The Night Stalker, War Crimes(present and past), Dark Web, Israel Keyes,Pazuzu Algarad,Luka Magnotta, Academy Maniacs,Cults,The West Memphis Three case, Elisa Lam, Natalee Holloway,The Runaway Devil Case, ect

FAVORITE BANDS/MUSICAL ARTISTS - Bring Me The Horizon, Linkin Park, Call Me Karizma, RAMMSTEIN, Avril Lavigne, YUNGBLUD, Black Veil Brides, Three Days Grace, NF, Eminem, Hollywood Undead, Five Finger Death Punch, Nickelback, Taylor Swift,Tokio Hotel, Upchurch,Daughtry,Kelly Clarkson, Kesha, Motionless In White and Sixx AM

• Diagnoses -

MDD - Major Depressive Disorder

PTSD - Post Traumatic Stress Disorder

GAD - Generalized Anxiety Disorder

BPD - Borderline Personality Disorder

• Symptoms -

• Tics (Vocal and Physical they tend to ebb and flow)

• Knee buckling/Balance issues (occasional cane user here)

• Vertigo/Dizziness

• Extreme debilitating fatigue

• Paranoia (i.e. feelings of being stalked, watched, recorded, being followed)

• I hear things sometimes as well as see things (I don’t have a diagnosis for these but I am on a antipsychotic med for them)

• Suicidal Ideation (This tends to get worse at the beginning and end of the year and around my birthday)

• Ear and Throat pain (The only thing I have found that helps is weed (any kind)

• Brain Fog