I'm from a different community, a community where I have to be a man, a strong man. A man that can control women, fuck them hard, use them as objects, being misogynistic as it can get, a man that controls the relationship, takes decisions, and don't listen to women.
I have to act outside like this. When I meet my friends I have to tell them about this woman I fucked hard last night and used her as my fuck hole, I have to tell my coworkers how much an Alpha male I am and joke about women and stare at them shamelessly inside work space. I have to tell my family how I like this girl and I don't like this one, I choose girls like Potatoe, that's how my community wants me to be, and I'm not failing it.
But, wanna know the truth?
I'm a very super submissive beta male. When I'm inside my place, behind closed doors and secured, I get all naked on the floor, playing this huge playlist of femdom and JOI videos, binging on it for hours, moaning " Mistress please mistress ", spanking myself, edging myself, tighten myself, beating my balls, touching my asshole, kissing girls feet on the screen, humping my pillow, and so on ...
I can't remember the last time I even jerk off like a true man, I always jerk off in a weird way, humping things or fingering my asshole. Heck, I even cum once from touching my nipples sucking on my fingers, and slapping my face.
Why I'm writing this?
I'm looking for a " secret " mistress to talk to her, to be open about how fucking submissive I am, and why not take control of me, be my mistress to worship instead of that femdom video playlist. Wanna take control of a fake " Alpha " male? show me my place in this world? DM me then.
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