Hello everyone on this here forum called “Kink Advice”. I really need advice!! So if someone could please help me that would be awesome. I’m really struggling with the problem I need advice about. If anyone had any tips or advice I would be so grateful. I just don’t know what to do and I need someone to tell me how to handle this.

Like the title says I made this throwaway account because my boyfriend who I won’t identify here knows my main account (I’m explaining how Reddit works because I know none of you use it). So if I posted on that account he would definitely see it. He would click on it and read the whole thing. He would probably figure out that I was talking about him. Then he would know what I’m going through. I know you’ll all say I should just tell him, but that’s the mature adult thing to do. I just respect him too much to be honest with him.

Ok so here’s my problem. Before I tell you though let me give you some background. My parents conceived me on 3/32/1976. I was born 9 months later. Got the first year of my life I cried sometimes. Other times I was more quiet. You could say I was a normal baby. The second year of my life I was pretty much the same only I was a little older. Now I don’t remember much of this, but this is all what I was told. So back to my history. When I was three things changed. I cried a little less that year. It was very strange. Then on my fourth birthday I started to get a little more… I don’t know… older I guess??? Anyway it was weird. Ok so all that year I just felt like I was growing up. Then when I turned five blah blah blah blah blah. blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah

Which brings me to now and I’m not sure about what to do about my current situation which has nothing to do with anything I’ve just said. I just told you all that for context even though that particular context isn’t at all relevant to my current situation. Ok so let me tell you about my current situation that I really just need help with. I need to know if you’ve dealt with the same thing because that means you’ll definitely know what I’m dealing with and that will fix the issue. So yeah, any tips?

Oh yeah, one more thing: I don’t actually want any advice on what the ACTUAL issue is like telling me to communicate. I just want ways of being manipulative and shitty.

Oh one more thing: I’m not going to respond to anyone who has real advice. I’m only going to respond to the people who make zero sense.

Edit: Why is everyone so mean???!?! I’ve gotten eighty seven messages from men wanting me to leave Brian. Then all the comments are saying I didn’t write what the actual problem is, but I said it all. I wrote you all a novel!!!