Hi! I'm not sure if this is okay to ask here but I'd like to hear advice from other people. I'm (F30) and a sub and little. I've been single for a while now, with some casual dating occasionally. I really yearn and miss having a ddlg/mdlg dynamic. I've been doing vanilla dating as well as more kinky dating but have yet to find anyone compatible. I've tried on reddit too but it hasn't been successful. There are so many unkind people posing as doms on here.

I want to get into littlespace and be played with and cared for by a mommy domme or daddy dom again. It feels like a part of me has been missing because I've been denying this side of myself for a while. So now I'm really considering looking for a professional domme to fulfill this yearning. I have specific kinks and fantasies I want to experience.

I weirdly feel like someone professional would make me feel comfortable and not judged. Since I've been unsuccessful myself trying to find a dynamic or relationship that at least fits some of these things, maybe experiencing something with a pro domme will help. Is this a wild idea? I know it's gonna cost me money. I really miss being touched. I'm just looking for some advice or support.