The main issue I am having at the moment is the severe attatchment I have to my boyfriend. I find that my whole entire life revolves around him and I seem to be constantly focused on him 24/7. I struggle to even get out of bed if even the smallest of things is wrong between us. If I think he’s angry at me or off with me every the slightest little bit, i feel like I can’t function properly and the pain I feel is very intense, a lot of overthinking and a lot of hurt. If his tone is even the slightest bit different, it can result in me going very cold and dry towards him (not intentionally) and it can often affect me to the point of me feeling the need to hurt myself due to the level of emotions it brings me. It is very hard as I just want to spend time with him all the time and feel the need for his attention all the time. He is my main source of motivation and I feel that I wouldn’t be okay at all without him.

Does this seem like something to be concerned about in terms of could this be related to a mental disorder/illness or is this something that is just something I need to fix by myself?

If it is related to a mental disorder, what could this potentially be?

Thank you!