My wife (39F) and I (40M) engaged in ethical non-monogamy (ENM) more than a year ago. We dated other people and specifically another couple for a longer period (about 8 months). Things ended badly, I didn’t defend or trust my wife when she told me my other partner was bad news and so my wife and her fought verbally often and harshly. I thought my wife was just being jealous. At the same time my wife’s relationship with the other man was going downhill fast (he was a pushover and did whatever his wife said and she was pretty abusive to him verbally). Long story short, my wife and I broke up with the other couple and have spent the last year and a half reconciling our marriage. It’s been hard but we are getting through it. The problem is… I really really miss being social with people in that kind of group and want to continue to engage in “activities” with strangers because I’m an adrenaline junkie and that is the most fun for me. But my wife is dead set on never going back to it and said it hurt her more than it’s worth. Am I wrong for trying to push her to try it again?