He's a nice guy, we talk well and everything flows. The problem is that he's dark skinned and fit, that just kills me like... in love.

You know, he started to show signs that he liked me back and I started to get excited. I mean it's normal for people to be nice to you but he was VERY nice, to the point that several in our social circle started to notice our closeness and talk about it, then he became too uncomfortable. He's the only person in my class who has never treated me differently for being Dorothy's friend, but he seems to have too much internalized homophobia to be a heterosexual person.

He recently asked me out to tell me something important, turns out a girl from pedagogy with no meaningful connection with him asked him out on a date and he wanted to know my opinion...

I thought that only happened in movies, Needless to say, I'm devastated, I don't care if he likes me or not because it's clear to me that he doesn't like me enough to do anything about it. Whenever he is asked if he likes dick or something he makes a disgusted face so I don't see any point in telling how he makes me feel.

I decided to take my distance and take some time since I see him daily at the university. But then he comes up looking for me and asks, Why are you sad? Who hurt you? Who do I have to hit?" 😐

We sat together in the lab and the other day out of nowhere he said to me "you know you are my best FRIEND?" "I would fall in love with you if it weren't for that bitch from pedagogy (I added the bitch) and my female neighbor...

I don't know what to do, I want him away but then he comes to me and say things like that How am I supposed to react? I can get sad because I know he's not serious. Or I can get sad because I'm his third option. Or I can get sad by getting happy knowing that I'm at least his third option...

Any advice guys? 🥀