I was supposed to delete this account after posting my first story since meron naman ako main. But I realized na I want to keep my main for my r4r and personal posts and this one mainly to share stories. So here’s another one.

Yes, I’ve been cheated on. Honestly hindi ako selosa. I may get downvoted for this pero ever since for some reason hindi black and white sa ‘kin ang cheating. I know may kanya kanya tayong needs and siguro alam ko di ko kaya offer lahat sa partner ko kaya may possibility for them to look for that feeling somewhere else. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t condone cheating kapag nakikita ko. Di ako pumapasok sa may sabit na situation or ineencourage yung friends to do it. I’ve never cheated din. Personally lang, i know i wouldn’t be hurt if nalaman ko na yung partner ko kumasta ng iba. Not until i experienced a different kind of cheating — emotional cheating. Na in love ex ko sa iba.

Mas masakit pala yun. Knowing na buong pagkatao mo yung kulang and di lang physical. Long story short, nakipag break ako pero wala akong galit. Tinanggap ko na hindi ko kaya offer yung hinahanap niya.

Fast forward, minaximize ko na naman pagiging single ko and looked for adventures. May na meet ako na couple and asked for a 3some. Tbh hindi ko sila type dahil parang di kami same vibes pero when I saw one of the couples, god damn kamukha niya yung babae ng ex ko (hindi siya yun tho). Tangina nanlamig ako. So pumayag ako. Siguro sa utak ko, aba makaganti manlang. Parang revenge sex yung feeling ko na gagawin ko.

Eventually we decided to meet. In fairness naman very hot ng session umpisa pa lang. Sorry to disappoint you pero hindi ko ma detalye kung ano ginawa namin. Kasi 10 mins in, sumuko na ako. While kissing si girl, I felt a lump in my throat. Naiiyak ako. Na imagine ko my ex and her kissing. Inisip ko ano yung mali sa ‘kin kung bakit siya yung pinili. I just couldn’t continue and nag chikahan na lang kami after. Nagkwento ako sa kanila and they comforted me and we still enjoyed the night.

Matagal na ‘to and naka move on na ako. I asked them if they wanted to try it again and game naman sila. So my next story will be more juicy and steamy. 😌

Well, ayun lang. Been seeing a lot of posts about “cheating kink” and I know we all seek thrill and pleasures pero sana naman hindi cost ang sanity ng ibang tao and we don’t intend to hurt innocent people.