HEAR ME OUT! He is a college dude (3rd year to be exact) and I am a graduating Senior High school.

We went on a date and everything was doing good but he was always distant even though I am just holding his arms. I asked him "Na coconcious ka ba?" and he said medyo daw. So I let go of it and continue with the stroll (Nasa mall kami) I did understand him since first time nya daw. I bought both of ourselves lunch and even though kumakain kami, he does not engage to my questions but instead he was always lookin down the halls of the mall. I asked him why, and he said baka daw kasi may makakita daw sakanya na school mate namin. We went on a stroll again pero di nya talaga ako kinakausap and lumalayo sya whenever we're in a store pero he grabs my waist and holds my hand whenever walang tao.

Fast forward, pareho kaming pabalik na ng school. Nung pasakay na kami ng jeepney, he asked me and said "pwede ba wag muna tayo magpansinan?" I didnt respond kasi dude, nasa jeepney na tayo yet you dont even want to talk to me?" I let it be pero medyo naiinis na ko sakanya. I thought that would be all, pero pagbaba namin sa stop, he whispered again. Sabi nya "mauna ka na." LIKE BITCH I RAN FAST AWAY FROM HIM CUZ IM PISSED ASFUCK. Turns out nagkasabay pa rin kami sa Tryc and nagkatabi pa - _-. I tried to talk to him and hold his hand yet he acts as if hindi nya ko kilala. (ps: otw to school na to). I messaged him nalang sa tg and asked kung pwede din ba mag stay ako at the same store kasi matagal pa ko masusundo. He said "wag, dun ka nalang sa iba." oh hell yeah! Since walang tambayang iba, I just went to the restroom and waited there. He said sorry and I accepted it since baka okay lang since nag stastart palang ung relationship but nah, napuno na ko and ghosted him.

Am I the jerk here? I really like him pero nakakainis lang kasi parang mas importante sakanya reputation nya over building our relationship. (ps: runner for dean's lister sya and a part of a student council at a known school in the south)