I went through a breakup a few months ago along with a layoffs a few months before that. I had a solid job at a company I liked and my girlfriend was beautiful and loving.

I don’t know what happened but she ended up breaking up with me a few months after the layoff. I have still yet to find a job and honestly I only just accepted that I will never be back with her again as we stopped talking.

I have done things like pray to God, go to the gym and moved back in with family. I have no income, no gf and no anything feels like.

I genuinely feel like I’m at one of my lowest points. I don’t want to get into another relationship at the moment as I still need healing to do but dam it sucks to be in this position.

What would you do? I have been searching for work but haven’t been getting any calls back. Some days I don’t even wanna get out of bed but I do get up everyday.

I find myself sighing wishing I wasn’t alive sometimes.