So I was planning and excited to do something tonight. I got 2 bottles of wine, and other groceries. However, this was after forgetting to put my new card on Google Pay and spending 10-15 minutes holding people back in the supermarket while I tried a range of ways to pay. One problem was that I haven't paid a phone bill, so my line was cut and I can't access money from an account. I had to get internet then use another. Anyway, finally got it sorted and now I'm back home thinking I'll just stay in and chill on the net. Lost interest in having a mad party

All this to say I'm amazed at how much my brain works differently than "neurotypicals". I am realising that time for me isn't what it is for others. I know I have stuff to do, so I'll do something else instead 🤷 Somehow today I ended up cleaning my house

I also get psyched about doing something, then later a new shiny ball appears. Ah, shiny balls.....

I always knew there was something "wrong" with me, but there is a woman who wrote a book about ADHDers not having a broken brain - we just see the world differently. I'm thinking about this, and maybe it's true. It's hard though, because most people don't understand why we do the things we do ( or don't do....). This makes me feel pretty alone TBH. And the loneliness is what kills!

Anyone else feel me?