Alright I’m only going to say this once! So I had been on ADHD meds from second grade all through high school and it made me lose my spark yes I excelled in school but I spent too much time hyper focusing on the work! I didn’t make much time for friends! I didn’t take the time to discover myself as a person and didn’t have much self expression! It can be tough focusing on without meds but if I go back on them I will take what I have learned into account! I have so many creative ideas in my head and I love talking to pretty much anyone! They made me an introvert! I wasn’t my goofy self and missed out on fully being a kid it isn’t right and moving on is the hardest part! I don’t hyper focus as much when I’m off the meds I constantly want to be doing something exhilarating and exciting!