It took me 25yrs to figure it out 12.5mg QID not 20mg TID of Adderall & nothing else worked & I always went back to 20mg of Adderall no matter how bad it was I had rejection sensitivity dysphoria & couldn’t handle it being wrong but it was the wrong dose not the wrong medication. I just don’t know how to deal with missing college & 25yrs being on all the wrong medications. Now due to complications I’m going to go on Qelbree but that’s besides the point someday I’ll be back on just .3mg BID Clonidine er, 5mg Intuniv, & 12.5mg of Adderall QID. I just don’t know how to deal with 25 years ago my doctor told me to find my dose on Adderall & I got it wrong & it’s the only medication that works but I had it wrong for 25yrs & tried everything else that didn’t work & did really bad at that so all in all it took me 25yrs to figure it out because I had Adderall at the wrong dose. I just look back & realize I made a serious mistake when I got my medication dose wrong & nobody ever fixed it certainly not me & I just don’t know how to forgive myself I’m 47 now & have nothing to show for it I’m on SSDI with a section 8 it’s like early retirement I don’t know if I can work on Qelbree I start it in two weeks. Just can anybody help me reframe my mistake & the last 25yrs I’ve wasted can anybody help me relate & deal with this it was a serious mistake I made Nobody has ever been this wrong for this long just a simple mistake made such a difference. How is it Okay? How can I look at this right?