lately ive been wanting to get into making jewlery lately— nothing too crazy, ive just been eyeing DIY because im goth and thats sort of the root of it. but im really so bad at things that require delicate, precise work. and worst of all i cant wrap my head around complicated knotting and patterns. this goes way back, too— i couldnt figure out tying my shoelace until i was 9 or whatever, because my brain would get completely lost by the first loop. ive never been able to figure out finger tricks or rhythm. i have no idea if this has to do with my adhd but i guess my lack of ability to replicate instructions and difficulties with math might have to do with it.