I am transferring to college after getting my AA in undecided (actually engineering but i took no eng classes) . And now i have a month to pick my future (time-blindness also made it to where i have not actually tried to figure this out for the last 2 years bc it’s not happening RIGHT NOW yk?)

I am debilitatingly indecisive. even about the small things like clothes, food, what to do with friends, idek what my favorite song is or color or food bc I CANT PICK. it’s created many setbacks in different areas of life but anyways the most debilitating is pursuing education

I’ve always dreamt of being a detective (problem solving and pattern recognition god) but…. i don’t wanna be a cop for 3 year to get the promotion

Psychology- ADHD just makes me more interested in how the brain works yet i know to have a higher paying position it’s best to go to grad school and that’s a lot

Engineering- I have the lovely dysgraphia to the point where fractions don’t compute in my head so anything above college algebra is genuinely impossible for me to do let alone calc 1,2 and 3 and fluid dynamics. At the same time i did 4 years of engineering class in highschool and i’m certified in most CAD programs and OSHA and MSSC. yet math….

My genuine dream job is investigative journalism with a history minor and write about the wrongs of our government (but that doesn’t pay and if you’re too good well you get the “highest award in journalism” iykyk.

But yes i adore learning things and problem solving. I’m incredible at picturing every possible scenario before it happens and i’m usually right Also my pattern recognition goes crazy which is why conspiracy type journalism calls my name.

Also ofc like most of you i get bored with my hyper fixations after a while and don’t want to regret what i pick down the line.