I literally don't know what to do with my life

I have been fired from most jobs i have been at

I feel like my executive dysfunction and rejection sensitive dysphoria makes everything difficult

Rejection sensitive dysphoria makes relationships difficult

And executive dysfunction means i dont clean my house for 6 months

The most painful thing was when an ex boyfriend broke up with me because of my untreated adhd saying i interrupted him every time he tried to speak

I am meeting with my doctor to finally get meds for my adhd i hope he prescribes me the meds they have been hesitant cause i have bipolar disorder and it can conflict with my other meds

But I feel like my adhd has made my life hell