Hopefully this post isn't in violation of the "no personals" rule, sincerely, I just wanna know if there's anybody like me out there in my part of the world, and I'm not trying to make this a sex thing. Sorry if it violated the no personals rule.

I tried FetLife in college but I lived in a small town hours away from the big cities, didn't have a car, and never met up with anybody. That was a long time ago. I'm in my thirties now, I am divorced, and one part of my healing journey is trying to make peace with the diaper fetish that I have had since I started puberty. It has always moved me more than anything vanilla could do.

Like a lot of folks, I went through binge/purge cycles as a teen before eventually reaching that "embrace it fully or bury it" fork in the road, and I buried it. I don't wear anymore and have no intention of wearing, but I don't wanna bury this part of my life anymore.

From what I see on Google, munches in the Pacific Northwest are dead since the pandemic. But I have also read that there are AB/DL scenes in Portland & Seattle, which fascinate me. I live in-between Salem and Portland right now, and have lived in the "Portland area" for a couple years. So I thought I would ask a couple questions here.

Do you live in the PNW?

If so, do you hang out with other AB/DLs?

Where do you meet up, and could I get to meet you sometime? Coffee?

Lastly, thanks for reading. I appreciate all of you and hope you can live your lives without the shame and repression that I have dealt with for years.